Faith is believing in the unseen...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Seriously, a lot need to be done and have yet to be done... I have 2 individuals assignments, both due on the 2nd June, yet to be started... Projects as of now is still manageable... My grp is progressing well... Though there's endless of research that needs to be done... I'm supposed to do my research now... and here i am blogging in my tots... I dun even noe if im stressed up... It feels like it but doesn't feel like it... Alrite, i noe im not making any sense... But it does make sense in a way... Nevermind... Forget it...

I need a rest... but i can't... I noe i cant... Been having migraine fur the past 3 days... It's beengoing on and off... N dats nt the only thing dats been going on and off... My asthma is too... I'm dead sure i'm gonna get another attack anytime soon... If u dun count the minor one i had on Monday during training... The last worst one was when i served Ian Wright during World Gourmet Summit (WGS), abt 4-6wks ago...

I am really dead beat rite now... N i'm feeling sooo clpy... But i have to perservere... Coz i need to at least start on sumting... ARGHHH!!!!!!! FUCK IT lah...

I juz need to relax... But i dunnoe from wat... Juz read abg's blog... and he got this poem dat he posted... So emo... kinda get to me i think... Im starting to hate dis... I'm going back to wat i used to be... though ppl can't c it... n ppl dun noe it...

I feel like shouting
I feel like crying
I feel like hiding myself
From the harshness of life

But that will show my weakness
N I will not succumb
Coz I'm strong
I will survive

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