In the library right now waiting for Gwen and Cindy to arrive. Crashing accts lecture today as I am officially skipping sch tmr and claiming leave for my fm tut. I am in desperate search for a match ticket cause my bloody bastard best friend of mine (no matter how much i still adore him) forgot to purchase to extra tix for me and sweets. Darn ass!!!

See how lah. If got, then go watch at stadium. If no got, then watch at home. Eventhough it is going to be a different atmosphere. *A long sigh follows*

I am still not feeling good to whatever happened in the previous entry. All happened a few days back but still freshly etched in my mind. Don't want to care ready lah. But can't. Hehez.

Ok. I should go now. Btw, this is for Cindy. Y are u always late? No matter how me and Gwen come late, u are always later!!! Hehez. (From Gwen and Pika)

11:10 AM

How can something bad happen to you consecutively?? Seems impossible?? Not exactly.

I had a bad day yesterday due to some miscommunication at work. will elaborate further down the entry. Ouh, and I accidentally sliced my right pinky finger at a metal piece of thing at work as well. Today, was culinary day. I scalded my left hand while handling the oven. And I found out I lost my hair accesories bag after culi. Must have left it in the toilet in the morning whilst getting ready for culi. However, managed to find it at the reception area. A kind soul actually handed it in. Much thx to whoever he/she is.

Back to my work story.

On the 28th of January 2007.

Went to work, started shift at 7am. Everything went smoothly for the whole day. Was paired with sweets and Captain David Tan left us to do everything. At the end of the day, when I've changed out of my uniform, Shamiir called.

That was the beginning of the bad day. Guests from Henry Keppel 2 ordered room service with me. I personally went to room service and ordered whatever that is needed to be ordered. The doneness of the meat. The special order.

However, Henry Keppel 3 guests also ordered room service. BUT, not via me. The room service people cocked up the order and placed it together when it was 2 different events. Also, they forgot to place another plate of cheeseburger when the bill stated so. Guests from Keppel 3 were complaining that their food weren't out yet. Thus the call.

I went back out and talked to Shamiir and Nathan and the room service people and the thing was settled. It was a matter of miscommunication. Mistake on my part was that I did not checked the orders on the bill personally. *At least I am admitting my mistake. I am a person of integrity. I will admit if it is my fault but defend myself if it is not.*

Aniways, I apologised to Nathan and the room service people sincerely for the trouble I've caused them. Accepted. Apologised to Shamiir. Not accepted (in a joking manner). However, due to the unfortunate event that occured, I failed my own expectations as a service deliverer. My heart sank when I knew the mistake I made (notice the I's). By not accepting my apology, it just sent flying daggers through my heart. THAT was painful. He can say he don't wanna see me sumore. It's ok. He can merajok. I also can. HMPH!!! I am actually pissed while writing the past few sentences. Ouh, and I actually cried went I went back to the changing room.

Still, the matter was solved and all guests received their food. BUT that didn't stop me from feeling super down. Even sweets was affected by my mood. She told me to cheer up cause its making her face change. Hehez.

Today, told Mr. Lee about it. I explained everything that happen and told him that was my first major boo boo in the industry. He said it wasn't. It was a very minor thing. That lifted my spirits. To think I was still feeling down when I woke up this morning. There is more to it than meets the eye. It is just that I am confused. Cann't figure it out and doubt so. Don't think it will ever be figured out.

I know this has been a long post. I should stop now. But I still feel like typing out whatever is in me. But I can't. Cause I don't know what's in me. Sweets and Jyuneen Darling will understand. But if I don't understand, how can they understand. And I think I am irritating sweets with all my nonsense eventhough I don't feel like it's nonsense.

PS: Sweets, sorry if i am irritating you but I just can't help it. I still love you though. :D

PPS: Jyuneen, help me find the logic behind this cause I can't. My logical sense seems to be blocked.

PPPS: Cindy, I miss you too!!! And thank you for staying back with me in the lab to let me type in an entry.

5:13 PM

Ok, I reached school today after 4 days of nt touching down in sch. Apparently coz it was the wkends. And... I got 2 days MC. Y? Coz I fell sick on Sat, the moment I reached hm from work.

Feeling way better today but still having a blocked/running nose and a bad cough which prevents me from eating and drinking a lot of things. No cold drinks. No oily food. Ultimately, NO COKE!!!

Yes ppl, Pika has to go with her life without her beloved coke. Wondering if I can do it? Yes I can. I've done it before mind you. Had a very bad cough for a mth plus and no Coke within that time.

Now, I just have to suffer again. But if I look at it with brighter light. It's a good thing in the long run. At least there is no excessive sugar content in my blood level. True?

That's it for now. Lazy to write anymore. Taa...

3:14 PM

Ok, my 2nd MICE project interview is OVER!!! Thank god I actually asnwered the questions this time round. Unlike the 1st interview which everyone knows I asnwered, "I can't remember." For both questions. Darn ass shit. But heck, hope the 2nd interview made up for it.

Now, everything is done. All the major projects are done. Im just left with my Individual FM project to be submitted on the 18th of January, next week. And I have officially not started on it YET. Screwed? I beg to differ. It's an interesting project judging that I am doing on a lodging facility that is quite near to me. Not so much of dear. Grand Hyatt Hotel Singapore.

Since I work there, it should be a blast doing it, especially with sweets. We're doing on the same place and we're gonna discuss. Different tutors aniways.

Ouh, just got to know from other classes that we have another mini FnB project to be done during tutorial. Mine will be tmr. I do wonder why they actually bother giving us this project. Not that it matter much. Do it in class kind of project. Freaking stupid right?

After FM next week, its study time. This time round, I have a friggin 5 papers for my exams. All 5 papers are heavy subjects. Have to start early, cause 1 week of study week is not sufficient for me. Judging that I am going to procrastinate.

Thereafter, I am going to be a 3rd year student. Do you know how weird that is? It feels as though I just entered Poly and its so fun even with all the projects and stuff. We are so accustomed to it but being typical Singaporeans, we just love to complain.

Ouh, and I'm turning 19 this year. I don't want to. If only I could stay at 18. It's so fun. Turning older and going to 3rd year means I am graduating soon. Graduation will lead to working life. Which I am not ready for. Whatever it is, it's part of life and everyone has to go through it.

Btw, I got the Charles and Keith shoe that I wanted from Jack. WooHoo!!! My shoe collection is ever expanding and I am loving every single moment of it. :D

Aniways, I will be uploading pictures from TP Sports Symposium soon. Once I am free that is. Pictures of a lot of people sleeping while speakers are talking. Hehez. These guys have no manners. So wait for that. Taa...

3:02 PM

Was in school from 10am this new school morning and from then onwards, I did my MICE budget till now. Believe it or not, I am done except for the Fixed Cost part. And... Woohoo!!! We made a profit. That is a BIG deal cause it constitute to the project marks.

Some might find it hard to believe that I am actually the one in my group who does the budgeting since I used to not fathom maths in sch. Nw, I don't find it hard to do budgeting at all. It's quite fun especially using Excel.

Im just boring you guys I know. But I need to get this out of my system. My head is filled with numbers and to me, that is not so much of a good thing. If its money, then that is a totally different matter altogether.

Alrite, gotta go now, be back later. Or anytime soon. Taa...

12:56 PM