There is nothing for me to do right now. Cleaned up the house with my mom for the first part of the day. Going to a bbq later at Aranda Country Club. The main focus is on the food.

Aniways, work yesterday was uber boredom. There is practically nothing to do except for the normal order-taking, clearing and setting up. Going home was a different matter. We didn't take the normal route which is going to Marina first before going back to Woodlands - so that we could get seats. Wan needed to rush for balloon strings. Yes, as weird as that may sound, it is the truth.

So, there wasn't any seats for any of us. Everyone was standing. I was practically stuck with the 2 Wans. Syazwan occasionally disturbs me. Wan and me played pepsi cola 1,2,3 in the train. We were trying to step on each other's shoe. Fun I tell you. And being me, I love to disturb ppl. And I was fucking high yesterday. Coz of pepsi - the substitution for coke. Muahahahaha.

Nx wk, I'm working Thursday-full shift, Fri-6pm, Sat & Sun- split or full shift.I need the cash. Wakeboarding is calling me to the waters of Kallang.

4:02 PM

Just done with Dest. P&D potential market part for interim report. Bored to death right now. Was actually clpy at 8.30pm just now but I didn't want to clp too early. Ticketing test is tmr. Will only be going off to school at 2pm. Test starts at 3pm. Skipping lec at 11am. Work at 6pm.

Nothing much to say right now. Maybe I should try going to clp. Most to most, I'll start disturbing ppl. Btw, anyone wants to get me a bag or a pair of shoes. Yes, I saw a pair of daym pretty gold heels at novo. Problem is, the cash on hand is so limited.

Another temptation is coming my way. GSS officially starts tomorrow. Tell me how I am supposed to save my money?? Seems impossible yet impossible is nothing.

Saw Hakim on 168 today. Went back together and talked about a lot of stuff. Truly am missing everyone there. Including the squabbling that I always have. Missed those days. I am over it but I love reminiscing it.

Nothing else to say at the moment. Just wish me all the best for tomorrow's test. Love ya ppl - inclusive of my pookys.

10:42 PM

I know my previous entry was whack. Can't help it. It's not every tuesday that I get to watch the show. Aniways, work yesterday was slack den fast but not slammed. Good guests all around. No fancy tricky ones. I had to survive by myself in the train otw home as Wan and Alson was happily sleeping. I just wrote stuff in my organiser.

Mid-term test is in 2 wks time with only 1 test - OB. Tell you the truth, my OB book is filled with blanks for 3 chapters and I have never been to a single lecture before. I have faith in myself.

Saw my Sayang yesterday but din get to see him. He was on the bus while I was in-line waiting for my bus. So like a romantic movie. Hehez. Missing him a lot actually, last I saw him, I can't remember.

Am supposed to do some stuff for Psycho project but am procrastinating. What do I know about a measuring tape. Basically, it measures stuff as well as people. Hehez. And I am supposed to market the measuring tape with whatever knowledged that I have acquired in Psycho.

On top of this, there is my part of Dest. P&D to be completed - which is just 1 page. And OB progress report to be done by next Fri and our first group meeting is going to be later. School is suck slackness. I'm loving it.

On another note, none of the companies I applied for in SIP have responded. Looks like I will have to send more resumes out to other different places. I doubt Creative Eateries will respond to me. That was the company that I was really looking forward to. Still, I will have to look at life in a posititve light.

I just found out which I love more - F&B or Hotel. Actually, I still don't know but my guess is I'm loving F&B more. Don't ask me why cause I have no freaking idea. The main thing now is to choose the restaurant groups that I would like to work for. This is going to be a tough life.

11:28 AM

Change of plans. CSI Las Vegas just started. Looks like a good show tonight. Will update the photos another time. Taa...

10:04 PM

Ok. I know my previous post sound like a debate as a whole. Can't blame me, the excitement of the debate that I went through was still running through me. Also, it is a way for me to get my message across. Aniways, I achieved something today and that is printing the whole of the ticketing manual. At least that is out of the way.

On another note, I got news that people are breaking up. My condolences. Shit always happen. I hope you guys are going on strong with your individual life but that doesn't mean that life is no longer beautiful. Trust me, once you get through this phase, you are going to look back, reminisce and laugh at it.

People do have weird habits and such. I added a few more Hyatt colleagues to my Friendster account. Certain pictures made me laugh. Like the one with Izmir and David Pillay. I have never seen David Pillay smile enthusiatically for the camera before. He is always fidgety with his big eyes wide open and looking as though the world is going to be demolished soon. I am not exxagerating. It is how he is like.

Missing the Hyatt people loads. I want to go back to work but the memories of the toughness of the work there just gives me the shivers. Surf and Turf is pampering me too much. Well, that is an understatement. We work non-stop when we get slammed big time.

In any case, it's been a week since I last went to work. Will do so tomorrow. Crazy people going to meet again. Hope restaurant have some business tomorrow or I am going to be bored to death standing around fidgeting most of the time.

I just remembered that I have to be uploading Hyatt DnD @ Phunk Bar. Maybe I should do it now when I have the time. So let me end this post for now and add the photos to another post.

9:54 PM

Am not able to sleep at the mo. Maybe because I had a refreshing bath when I reached home. I'm feeling a tad pissed with my mum. She's saying that I have too many activities going on until I don't have time for myself. These activities include wb, work to pay off all expenses, business. I beg to differ.

Let's look at the whole schheduling shall we. I am going through work to be able to pay for a lot of things. For more info, read the post below. The business is a way for me to improve myself. Hey, I don't want to earn so little when I actually go out to work, u know. Also, there is the fact that I am forgoing drama for the sake of working. This again leads back to be able to pay for all the expenses needed. Note the word needed. She say that wb is a waste of time. It does not reap in any rewards. Again, on the contrary, it is a matter of life and death for me - literally and figuratively.

Some of you might say that I am being selfish as I am not spending too much time with her. Well, let me post this question back at you, how many of you actually spend a lot more time at home with your parents rather than going through the activities which you deem fit for yourself?

I have a feeling that your answer is somewhere on my level. Yes, I do agree that I am spending lesser time at home, and that I am reaching home late alomost every single night. However, that is a disadvantage she have to face if she wants the SGD 150 for my share of the car. I cannot possibly just pay for the car and not my own personal expenses.

She says that I am living like a working adult while I am still a teenager. What I failed to mention to her is that I am graduating next year and am going to start work proper in 2008. So, again, let me post this question. Will that still make me a teen?

Maybe I am being too harsh. I may not know the pain of a mother seeing their children growing up and starting their own life until I am one myself. Still, I am going to further my studies, hopefuly overseas. And she has to get used to not having my presence around. It will be tough, but it is a milestone that everyone will have to go through to attain the next level of achievement.

I am one who does not believe in destiny making your life for you. I do believe in fate still. Life and death is not in my hands but the grey areas in between, that is all in my control. I set out to do what is best for myself and nothing more.

12:21 AM

Shit! Shit! Shit! I was doing just fine with refraining from coke until now. It's been a while since I acyually drank coke. Until when my dad brought home a 24 cans carton of coke. Oh the temptation. I actually drank it just now. I love it!!! and I'm screwed.

10:20 PM

Business Arena today was fun. It's for a gd cause. Eventhough Ms Quah nominated Vic and me without asking us first, I feel that it was worth the unnecessary stress. We din get through to the semi-finals though, but it was fine.

Aniways, I've been too busy with school and work and business that I have not had the time to actually blog in. Well,not a choice. I have to work to pay for a lot of stuff. There's the internet bill which I'm paying half for. There is my driving lessons which is a huge sum of money needed. There is the wakeboarding trainings for IVP competition. There is the SGD150 which I need to fork up for my share of the family car. For all this, let me just remind you, I am still 18 turning 19.

However, I'm not going to complain much. There are other people worst off than me. At least I am able to have all these luxuries which come at a price. Some others out there are even struggling to survive.

Let's see, I need to do my accounting now:
140 - WB
150 - Car Payment
150 - Driving Class
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440

That is a lot of money. SGD 440 means I have to work 88 hours in a mth. How am I to fit that in?? I need to come up with a new schedule soon. For now, I need a rest. Still recovering from fever combo with menstrual cramps.

8:58 PM

Ok, the previous post was meant to be posted on the 25th March, now its already May.I apologise for the delay. Internet connection have been off ever since. Aniways, just a few updates on me. I got a new job at Surf and Turf restaurant at Suntec. Great working environment. Love it. Crazy people all ard, inclusive of the Mgr and A.Mgr.

The sadness of the past post is long gone. Eveything is mutual. Though it does seem like we're close. Which we are. Hehez. There are somethings not known to the public eye.

Btw, congrats Shamiir for being promoted to Captain. Freaking Idiot dunnoe how to inform me. Found out from Nina instead when I met her on the train.

Jyuneen is gone for her SIP. Tp is such a boring place to be in right now. Cause there's just to much difference from TAS. The comfy biz exec chair in the seminar rooms. The tranquility of the island campus. The fun of the sun, sand, sea. The countless free Cinemania. And the ability to know each and eveyone of the campus occupants including our wonderful cleaners. Everyone's like family. In TP, too noisy it gives me migraine. The chairs are effing uncomfortable. And I get lost trying to find my classroom in biz sch. Bleah!!!

On another note, Sem 3.1 is daym slack. I love my timetable. the earliest I start is 11 am. And I have an issue presentation which I need to present on next Wed for Biz Enterprise. Might as well get it over and done with so I don't have too much to do at the later stages.

I guess thats about it for now. I will do my umost best to update my blog once in a while. No promises.

1:05 AM

Dinner and Dance at Phunk Bar was a blast. There were the pole dancers, super drinkers and not forgetting the multi-coloured Merlions. I was chosen as one of the four best dressed ladies for the night. Went as Helen of Troy – the face that launch a thousand ships.

I’m not boasting or anything but everyone seems to want to have a photo taken with me. A lot of praises which I love to hear. Thank you guys and girls. Pictures will be posted soon.

The highlight of the night, I got something out of my chest. Such a heavy burden was lifted off my shoulders. Thank you for hearing it out. For listening. For the truth. Somehow, I feel relieved and happy for you. But I am hurt as well for the truth.

This is supposed to be a happy entry filled with a lot of info. So I am going to do just that. A lot happened that fateful night of DnD on the 25th of March 2007. Couples fighting. Me being caught in the middle. I learnt that some of the guys are quite aggressive dancers. Hehez. All in the name of F.U.N.

The funny thing was, people came for the DnD being single. After the event, couples started sprouting. I was like a mother hen at the end of the night, which by the way, was already morning. Had to care for those goners. Khalis was way gone and I had to hold him to ensure he walks the right path. Funny thing was, someone got jealous in a joking kind of way. Another goner – Elfyan. In the end, when we reached our food destination, I sat at the table with the both of them.

Had a chat with Yan. Found out what happened between him and Nana. Give him some moral support. That guy deserves better. But I am sorry that I can’t be of much help. There is only so much that I can do.

Ouh, Muna was gone that night. But she said she wasn’t. In any case, your life arh woman. Won’t say much on my blog. Cause you have your own to say what you got to say. Am I making sense? I’m sure you get my meaning.

Loved the whole event. All this won’t be made possible without the people behind the scenes. So thank you. Ouh, Seng Chuan and Gopesh got the best service provider award. And I won the 6th lucky draw prize which was a Creative 2GB MP3 player. Muahhahaha. I was so happy that I screamed my heart out when I went on stage to collect my prize. Diyana won a bottle of champagne which she don’t want. So she passes it to me. Champagne was drank on Monday noon time to get rid of the pains I was feeling. Drank the whole bottle. Went to sleep and got up with a bad headache.

Aniways, the best part of the night for me was the bitter sweet parting kiss on both my cheeks. Sweet memories. Wishing you all the best in your future endeavours. Loads of Love, Pika.

That’s it people. Will blog in again when I have the time. Now, I want to retire to my bed. Trying hard to get to sleep. Taa…

1:04 AM