Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................
I am done with 2 exam papers. Mgt Accounting and Lodging Systems and Operations. Accounts was fun to do surprisingly. Easy, maybe partly coz I studied like mad for the paper yesterday. Crammed the whole subject within a day. LSO was a paper full of crap. Logical crap that is. Whatever that we, HTM students studied for, did not come out. They insisted on asking us about OPERA. Still, managed to do it eventhough there are some questions that I just can't answer.
Aniways, study week was spent with Sweets and Darlz. Fun. And YES!!! We did study, even with the occasional food stuffing and cock-talking. A lot was being let out in the open. Finally, I admitted to something which I never want to admit to before. Was in a state of denial all this while. Feeling is unbearable, but I got it out of my chest, though not to the party involved. Just to my 2 great friends. They were shocked all the same.
At least now I have a better grip of things. At least I think so. It is a wonder how I can get myself into this predicament. With all the standards placed and all I go for is still the base of it. Looks like its the heart that counts. Personally, this is just another stepping stone for me to better myself. It will pass. The only thing is the outcome - could be the desired or not-so-desired outcome. Whatever it is, its something that I am liking. Even the hatred of things. Sometimes I do wish I could strangle whoever it is. Darn YOU!!! But sometimes I don't. Confusing?? Yes. I definitely agree with that.
Just waiting for the next time I step into that building. Let's see what happens. The typical. The merajuk one and the trying-to-pujuk the marajok one. Eventhough sometimes the merajok have nothing to be merajok about. Such a sweet, irritating relationship don't you think. This is all the stuff that I am willing to put in at the moment. Taa...
