I am flying high, in the sky, without a care in the world. The very obvious happened at work yesterday; at least I think so. After 2 long weeks of cold war, we have made up. Hehez. With arms around. Oh the closeness!!! Seems to me that the fight, not that it was actually a fight, a blessing in disguise.
I swear I could not stop myself from smiling. I am not going to deny it any longer. But I still wont say the forbidden word. Don't even ask what it is. The thing is, it got me all warm and fuzzy in my heart. I still can't believe that I am actually going through this. Even after so many others that was quite crappy. Hehez. Pika is very blatant. I do wonder. About what? I am not too sure.
I must say though, that this is one of the worst infatuations I've had. Enough about denying the whole thing. I think I have denied it for a long time already. If only I could let it all out in the open. I wish I could. Actually, I really hope I could.
But I can't. There's this clear line between professionalism and personal life. That is a big clue that I just added in - to those who have no freaking idea what the hell I am blabbering about.
This is going to be tough. Every single time I say "It won't happen." My intuition tells me a whole other thing. Though it is hard for me to believe in my intuition. It could just be
me playing tricks on
me.
I am definitely falling. It's still gradual. Just don't let this be a hard fall where I would break all the bones in my body. Hope will kill me. Reality will deny me. I will take it as it is. Life is all about the ups and downs. It won't be fun if there is no tricky situation to be in.
Whatever the case, I have my friends around me. Whom I will always love. For now, I am happy with the fluttering of butterflies and the falling of cherry blossoms around me.
This is such an obvious post. It's just that when people read it, they are going to ask the question, "Is it true?"
