There comes a point in time in life where waiting just takes a toll on you. In a sense, waiting is being selfless as it takes patience to get or achieve that something that you want.

Maybe I should end this wait. No. Not maybe. I should end this wait. I am going to say that I am missing you. That I shall not hide. But its time I took charge of my life. Cause I am not so into waiting. Been doing that for the past situations and it got me no where.

Lets believe in me having a say in my life. Let it be black if I want it too. Let it pure and white, if I want it too. But life is filled with gray areas. It does not look too easy does it? But that's how it works - in weird wonders.

Maybe there is a silver lining behind this incident. I am not sure but if it ever comes back, lets just wait for the moment shall we? See, the word wait comes into play again. Maybe that's just how life is. We never know.

I want mine to be filled with colours and scented with lavender or vanilla, maybe even cinnamon. I want mine to flow through without glitches. I want mine to find that person that I've been waiting for.

It seems like waiting is just a part of life in itself. We still have to go through with it.

11:55 PM