A lot happened in such a short time. I don't even know where to begin. It feels like everything is swirling at the same time. I am confused more than ever. I hate it when my walls go up and I run as far as I can. Make me seem to be too much of a coward and a failure. In which I don't like to fail.

Before I continue with my incessant ramblings about how confused I am, let me just get some things that happened out first. Ok so lightning does strike twice at the same spot and it was great.

Dom was on Power 98fm this afternoon singing covers and originals. I miss his singing but the whole hour of live acoustic got it away. He sang my favourite song of his composition - 342. The last time he sang that was at Velvet Underground for some sort of competition. Oh yeah, will have to meet him soon for a catch up session, so he can tell me all abt his stay in Japan.

Someone confessed something and it triggered yet another something in me. That confession got me confused. I always tend to do that to myself. Let me get this straight - I do like you too and more than a friend. I felt something before and you spark it again with the confession.

I am afraid of losing the friendship and starting something new all together. Yet I am willing to give it a try. I need to meet you. We need to talk things through. I will still be the same me. Its a facade I always use when I hide my feelings. I am masked yet again.

P.S: Can I say that I may be falling for you too?

10:35 PM