I feel pissed to the point where I can't show my anger even if I wanted too. I'm not even able to write what I'm feeling at the moment. My heart feels constricted. My brain is just clouded.

Is it my fault really? I have been accommodating. That I am definitely sure off. What have I not done in a sense.

Never do I think that this could happen but shit always happens. There is really no point in tears right now. I want to meet up. Lets just say its not happening right now.

Too much leeway. So hard to take back. Lets put on a mask. And keep up the facade.

12:19 AM

HSM Ice Tour was fun fun fun!!! Yes people, I did go for the show. I paid $62.50 just to catch High School Musical on Ice. And I love every second of it.

There was lots of screaming, singing and even dacing. Not to mention my over excited laughter which sounds evil to everybody else's ears. The show was brilliant. Den again, what do you expect?? Its HSM after all.

For the whole day yesterday I could not hold back my excitement. It grew worst when its nearing showtime. Even my colleagues were like saying there's a kid in their midst. Hehez.

So much fun. So much fun. I wanna watch it again. I'm still hyped up about the show. There was a lot of camwhoring. But I won't be uploading them now.

Ouh, and I saw Far and Hans after the show. I saw Far first from afar. I miss him so much lah. Long time neva see him. And oh my oh my, he really did lose a lot of weight. The beer belly does not seem to be protruding too much. And even his face kinda shrunk a bit. Oh and Hans owe me a HSM shirt. Hans if ure reading this, please remember to pass it to me!!!

Till the next time when I'm free and not lazy to blog.

I love you all. Peace out!!!

2:45 PM