I feel pissed to the point where I can't show my anger even if I wanted too. I'm not even able to write what I'm feeling at the moment. My heart feels constricted. My brain is just clouded.

Is it my fault really? I have been accommodating. That I am definitely sure off. What have I not done in a sense.

Never do I think that this could happen but shit always happens. There is really no point in tears right now. I want to meet up. Lets just say its not happening right now.

Too much leeway. So hard to take back. Lets put on a mask. And keep up the facade.

12:19 AM