It's over. And done with. At this point in time, I am really numb. To everything else that surrounds me. You did it. Something which I prevented myself to do. Mucho gracias!

The past comes flooding back
A wave that sweeps me off unguard
But my heart will never crack
With a stonewall that wraps it hard

I have always believed in myself and that trait will never change. Let me say, I was a bitch, I am a bitch, and I will always be a bitch.

My definition of bitch - someone who does not care who she hurts just as long as she gets what she wants.

Get that in your head. Tell that to the 'them'. I don't give fuck shit. Never mess with me. Cause I will take oh-sweet-revenge.

What makes you think you did the right thing? What makes you think you came up with the decision? Who do you think push you that point? Who do you think place you in that spot?

These are mere questions love. Nothing that I would answer. Everything that will make you think more. You took it too. These could be mind games. These could be fantasy. These could be real.

With whatever that comes and hit, there will always be a mark. That mark that stays serves as a reminder. A reminder that I am right. That I will always be right. No matter how wrong I can get. I will still be right. And that is a right that I put onto myself. A right that belongs to me, in which I own, me.myself.and.i, where I can choose what to do with myself and my life and everything else that happens around me.

10:07 PM