Too many things going through my mind right now. Whatever I feel will happen is starting to happen. I don't blame them, they just want the best for me. But at the end of the day, it is still my life that I am leading.

Its not going to be fair to both parties. One side is people whom I've been with from the moment I got to this world. The other is my half. You will never be able to make everyone happy.

The question now is, at the end of the day, who should be happy? My answer is... ME.

How to be happy when I can't bear to break the heart of anyone. My heart is breaking yet no one knows. There is not a need for any of them to know about it. Let me be the sole bearer of this pain cause its no one elses'.

Give me a bucket and I pour my tears into it.
Give me your heart so I can pour my feelings.

11:48 PM