So many things happened the past week. Things that got me worried and made me feel bad for not being able to be there for him. It's like i'm having bad vibes and i'm a jinx, if that really applies.

I keep telling myself that something good will come out of all these. But its a matter of time. My head has been hurting for the past few days. To a point where I couldn't be bothered to take any more panadol or painkillers cause its not good to be taking in on a daily basis. I've been there before, and it made me addicted to panadol.

It's hurting again now.It could be due to all the thinner we're inhaling at work. It's not a healthy workplace at the moment with so many constructions going on left, right, front, back. It's everywhere, circling us.

I've been ever so down these past few days. I have no idea what's wrong with me. And the nightmares are coming back. It has to be the thinner. Its getting to the head.

I need to cheer up.

12:52 AM