wonderful times are coming to an end.

It won't come to an end. We won't let it. Its already killing me when i don't see you that much. I'm still adjusting. It used to be so good to get to work. There was always something hopeful to look forward too. I know how it feels. And i know you feel it too.

Guess that's just how life rolls. Doesn't seem fair does it?

Something at work totally got me down today. To a point where I could not hide the blackness of my face anymore. It was hard to act normal when your hopes been crushed. I was so looking forward to tomorrow. Shit happens. But this is not the first time.

Its the second time that the roster was changed suddenly. I'm not blaming anyone. People are bound to fall sick. It could happen to me. I could jeopardise other people's plans. It is so unfair that all these keeps happening to me.

*knocks head on wall**knocks head on wall**knocks head on wall**knocks head on wall*

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