Meeting Moon today was fun even though it was for that few hours. Talking and reminiscing about the past always cracks us up. Those times were great. Time passes by so fast and we graduate, and it gradually took time away from us. Its so difficult to meet up these days. Moon's going in to Police training - like FINALLY! After so many months of waiting. Neen is running at a totally different timezone from my schedule. And Sri's schedule does not seem to tally with mine.
Oh and I finally met Hafriz after a year of Moon and him being together. Hehez. Neen has yet to see him though. Hopefully the catch up session this coming Friday will happen. Its been too long since I last met my twin.
Rereading Twilight again. I need my dose of fiction and fantasy. Its also because the movie is coming out. And I need to refresh my memory of the book first before I catch the movie.
Moon and me talked about our other coursemates who are everywhere now. Contrary to what people say, most of us are actually doing something in the industry that we studied in. And one of them is in Swiss right now doing the course that I so much want to do.
I need to get myself focused. Its a lump sum every month aside. So many things that I need to cut down on. Lets start off with sustaining with cup noodles at work or not eating at all. It kills two birds with one stone, lose weight and saves money. Get my bills balanced again. And cut down on my expenses. Its going to be hard. I'm going to waste my youth away but its for the betterment of myself. These things I need to help myself cause no one else will chip in whenever it comes to money matters.
First up, my license. Then, that degree. If I really follow my heart, I'd really love to continue working while I'm studying the first 6 months here. Not so into the part-timing as I won't be able to make much. I'm thinking more on working still as a PA but doing the night shifts and going to school during the day. Yeah, I'm crazy like that. It's practically like killing myself.
At the moment, I can't think of any other choice. I still need cash to pay up the bills every month when I am in school. Oh, and the school expenses too.
Darn. Now I feel depressed.
Oh wells, I'll find a way to make it work. To make everything work. I went through the process of making the decisions on where to go and what to do for my further studies. Its the decision making process that kills you. After that, I just follow through.
If I'd learn anything in my 20 young years of life - is that I am stubborn. I always get what I want. People may say that I'm just spoilt but hey, its my life I'm living aren't I? I choose my path. No one else does.*Talk to the hand*
