Meeting Moon yesterday was wonderful. We caught up with a lot of things that's been happening in our lives. And it was a lot of things. Except Neen wasn't there. So the reunion was not really complete but we made do. Maybe soon we will finally get to meet up - all three of us.

I'm not in my best mood today. Bills were opened and there seems to be a storm brewing. Pretty soon there is going to be an explosion yet again. I forked out closed to 300 for utilities bill so that it would go back to zero and mum can start from scratch again.

How can you be a head of the house but not take the responsibility of paying (maybe not all but part of) the bills? Seriously, if it was me, I would have felt pissed off at myself for not being able to provide for my family.

Seriously, I don't know if I can really save up for that degree. It hurts to see your dreams just disintegrate right in front of you.

Life's tough isn't it? But no matter what happens, I have to pull through.

I thought of going on a holiday sometime in the next few months. But I guess I won't be able to. I can't splurge my money like that. Looks like another month of cup noodles for me. Fuck care if its going to be unhealthy. Either that or I just go on a hunger strike.

Fucking pissed!

9:02 PM