I've been typing and deleting. Typing and deleting. Let's just put it that I don't know how to put it into words.

4:48 AM

You know something is not right when you curl up in bed and start staring at the walls. You know when something is not right when you do that and try to think why you do it. You know when something is not right when you know that there is something to think about but nothing comes to mind. You know when something is not right when yourself suppresses whatever it is that you were trying to think.

Is there really a life out there? A carefree, pain free, lovely life?

Is that not what all of us wants? But life has a pathway of its own. You go left, and life brings you on the right path. Cliche.

People around you smile, and you smile back. But do people know what is behind that smile? And do you know what is behind the others' smile?

So many things to say but nothing comes to mind. So many things to say but no one listens. This is wrong. That is wrong. Be nice when people wants something. Don't care when no problem arises.

Run. Run free. With the wind. Hah. Don't think so.

Let's curl up and stare at the walls now shall we?

12:47 AM