Being at work right now keeps me busy and kills me at the same time. When guests come to me and needs me to do something, never have I been happier to assist. Now, everything just subsides and most of them are not disturbing me any longer.

I need to do something. Coz now I feel like crying. It hurts. It will always hurt. But I can't afford to show my emotions at work. I act like everything is fine and dandy when it is not. I can't put up a strong front anymore. It's killing me too much.

Someone might as well take me out from this earth.

11:15 AM